Self Portrait

I wanted to share one of my most common self perceptions. Anytime I find myself frustrated with who I am (my mind is ALWAYS running) I think back to this blog I wrote a long time ago.

Enjoy!


Simply stated I am a complex person.
I wear my heart on my sleeve and hold all my personal thoughts inside.

I say whatever comes to mind about whatever is going on around me. I keep to myself that which affects me the most.

I like to be pretty and feminine, but I despise the social pressure of being a woman.

I LOVE a stilleto and the power it gives me. When I wear my football jersey I feel "sexy".

My ideal vacation is the beach, but I feel at most peace when I am camping.

I love the silence but can't stop talking when I am around people.

I'm not good at talking on the phone, but I find myself wanting to talk all of the time.

I'm an impatient procrastinator with disorganized OCD.

I'm independent but become lonely very easily.

99% of the time I find myself busy and bored. I want to be home when I am at work and anywhere else but home on the weekends.

I'm an open book with missing chapters. Life has thrown it's punches at me and I've taken them like a champ. I've grown from the mistakes I've made, the challenges I have faced and the people that have been placed in my life. I would not be the woman I am without the men that broke my heart, the hearts that I have broken and the poor souls in between that never fit into either category. I have a guarded heart of gold because of all of this.

I'd say I am just your everyday not so usual woman.